turqiouse? did i spell that right? Anyway i'm in a blue-ish green mood today.
So i got a call to come back for a 2nd interview. I'm not surprised but i also don't know what i am up against. I also am not quite as excited. I think after my 1st interview, i expected to be called back. But now there remains the unknown. I can't help thinking about the other applications and how they must have performed (like me?) hopefuls all bright eyed and eager for the job and after the 2nd interview, i might not get the job. All the prep, all that effort and waiting and still i won't get it? I don't know.

Maybe the waiting and the lenghty process of just ONE job application has gotten to me. But i still want the job. I am hoping to get a call back from another application i submitted last week- but not as much as i am hoping to get this one (i've made it so far and i don't want to lose out now?) PLUS MY BANK BALANCE NEEDS it!!!! *sigh* Job applications are tough.