So here's what i hate. I hate people who ridiculously think that i have so much time in the world to do nothing by idle my time away by talking about them. Mind you, i have lots of time on my hands, but i don't waste it talking about you. Staring at the wall into empty space is a better waste of time.


I'm holding a grudge today. I'll forever hold this against you because you people don't know what i've been doing (which is exactly nothing) and you people lie to me. LIED TO ME. i hate liars. For one thing, i don't lie unless its a white lie which eventually i'll tell the thruth anyway. I dislike you who can lie straight into my face when i don't deserve it.


I thought about it, your whole stupid triangle saga like drama like that, i kept out. i didn't judge, i didn't want to judge, i held middle ground; got dirty looks because i refused to side, and yet, i hear i got accused of blasting your recklessness over the island. Think ok, if i wanted to blast it, it would've reach further than that.


I asked you point blank, about going back. I bade you goodbye. I had no hard feelings. and a couple of days later what did i hear? you lied straight to my face. i don't care if you're doing hanky panky. i don't care whatever is going on between you and him. i am pissed because you, the so-called friend, that i refused to judge, i refused to take my friendship away because that with the other was not my problem. and yet.. you lie.


The bed needs more than blessing.