November 17th 2004. My final exam.


Exam timetables came out on Monday, melancholy i was as i checked mine out. my one and final paper. It seemed appropriate that i choose to take the written examination rather than do a research paper on the subject, besides that i do much better in written examinations than research papers of course...


I never thought this stage in life would come so soon, all my bumming days at uni, all the times i ran down stairs, across busy streets, curse the tram and through empty hallways because i was yet again late for class all seem to dwindle as the years go on - no more running late to class because it doesn't matter if i show up late, or show up at all on the days i manage to make it to uni.


I'm GOING to GRADUATE soon. at 21, i'll have in my pocket a bachelor of laws from the university of melbourne. 4 years of university life, 4 years of trying to connect with my fellow coursemates and get involved in uni life... could i say it has been wasted? Maybe not, i found out i am on different wavelenghts from ABC's, do better under severe pressue, will survive any heartbreak, have a closer group of friends from before (and with them who needs anyone more??) .


Should i be sad that Uni is going to end for me? That i'm going on to the next stage in life - grow up, work, earn my own keep..but first i'd have to get a job - i wonder who wants to employ me, haven't had much luck in that sector so far. Sighs.


Growing up- I don't think i am even halfway there. While i see my friend get married and have a adorable week + old darling baby, i'm still sitting on my bed with Doogie by my side. Getting a family seems like the thing on my mind. Work is the next step on my mind, but i really wonder at times if i am mature enough to handle 'work' proper. 9-5 the real life. *shrugs* i'll cross the bridge when i get there. Right now, i'll concentrate on slacking somemore and maybe i'll begin studying tomorrow..