I've been neglecting my bloggie. why? inspiration strikes me and i lose it after the first sentence. maybe i've just not been bothered enough to come online anymore. maybe life has caught up with me in the sense that i don't have time to sit around staring at the computer screen for endless hours to and end nowadays.


21 came and went and i don't feel any older than i was the day before i turned 21. Was amazed at the friends who had dinner and cake with me- some of which i hadn't met up with in a while and yet they haven't forgotten me. delighted at that. seeing faces around made me realise, one unworthy unapprecative person less does not matter as i am in the hearts of a dozen more worthy people.


i'm fully awake at 8am this morning. been awake since i heard the first tram go by. and i went to bed at 2am! was it the wine last night? didn't have that much anyway. sighz...i want breakfast. bacon, eggs and tomatoes. mm...nah, this morning i actually feel more like cereal. strange. *shrugs* but it's too cold to induce me to get out of bed and make my way down the stairs to the cold cold kitchen to get a bowl of cereal. sigh.

i don't think i am making much sense this morning. a bit patchy.


maybe i can fall back to sleep againz........