i am in a horrid mood these days. i can't understand anything going on around me. i really can't. i should just give up trying and go about my own way. meanwhile, the skies are thunderous tonight, you'd think there was a war going on outside or something. and i thought fireworks were outlawed. yup democracy. i can't wait to be fully independent. i don't like living under someone's roof anymore. it's suffocating.