stupid fuk..why did u ask him to ask me you stupid dick why is it you didn't know yourself since you spend so much time around these places yourself why did you have to let him call me and why did you have to make noise in the background when he called. blardy hell. i knew it. twould only seek to make me feel worse cuz i'd then wonder more like i'm wondering now. it was freaking 2am. cheebai.

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