Germ asked me yesterday, if I could be an animal, which animal would I want to be? The first animal that came into my mind was “MONKEY!!”. Not that I resemble one, but because I always refer to monkey for anything. Thinking over it, well, an animals’ life is not a very complicated one is it? I wouldn’t mind being a domestic animal. Like Bibit. He has a really nice life, with people waiting on him hand and foot, he does not have anything to do the whole day but eat, sleep, eat somemore, bite cables, enjoy being pampered. A bit the boring and unambitious, but that is such the life of an animal, plus lifespan is not very long, max 8-10 years which is sufficient. I realise the only reason I don’t mind being a rabbit like Bibit, is because that ‘like BIBIT’, I know what his life is going to be – no complications to encounter, always protected and looked after, food ready at hand and someone to CLEAN UP AFTER him. The thing about the way this world works is, I never will know what my life will bring next. Uncertainty. Unpredictability. Sure the way I react to situations is predictable enough, but the situations posed are never predictable. Who’d thought I’d lose myself somewhere out there? Who’d thought I’d be reliant on coffee? And who’d thought I’d ever be contemplating not going back to Penang right after Uni? I don’t like uncertainty. Such is life. I don’t like life. *sighs*