there are somethings in life i wish i never knew and if i could erase all that i would. One is not supposed to live life with regrets, but this isn't regretting. it is just forgetting. I don't feel any older, any wiser, but i have become more independent in the last 6 months. That much i know. Well, it's a whole new moon out there to mark off a beginning of a whole new world for me out there, so onwards, smile, courage. i will face it and i will leave the past behind. happiness:)