I knew i was disorganized, clueless and live life in a blur, but freaking hell, i didn't think i was THIS irresponsible. My second meeting, of something i was enthusiastic about(although i imagine in a forthnight i will be cursing why i brought it upon myself in the first place) and really looked foward to starting, i missed it. i so ignorantly missed it, and i didn't even KNOW i missed it until he-who-is-a-bastard pointed it out to me that we had both missed it. argh. At least i wasn't the only one that missed it.
I don't understand what fate is trying to tell me. i'm getting mixed signals. *HellO!! FATE!!! a little less blurly pictures sent to me please?*
OH wells, life has been one big shopping n partying spree for me the last couple of days(post-exam mode). Maybe that's where the irresponsibility comes into the picture. Something which i am dreading is coming to a head soon. and again, i bring it on myself.
I feel i am bringing many things to myself lately...i will grumble, i will curse, but when it all comes down to it, i brought it upon myself. why do i do this to me?? *sighs*
I don't supposed this is ordinary.