Dispensable. For the first time in my life, this year, i have realized i am dispensable. Dispensable to certain people. Yep. And i consider certain people dispensable as well. Friends, we have many many, but stopping to think, some we need in our lives, and some, some are just dispensable. You know them for the sake of knowing them? Or you knew them once, but now you've forgotten. Dispensable meaning - it is ok if i see you today, but even if you are not here tomorrow it would not bother me. I would attend your funeral and place a white rose or light a joss stick and 'pai-pai', but i won't make the time to care about you between then. I could be your closest companion today, and even if i left you tomorrow, maybe all i'd feel is a momentary wave of sadness, and i'll get on with my 'oh-so-important' life without you.
I hate being dispensable, and yet, reality is, i am dispensable and even i treat some people as dispensable. There is no escape is there?